I just have changed my path, I have left my job which I didn’t enjoy and I have done a course to work with the dying and I also do healing, but at the moment things are moving very slowly and I just hope that I am on the right path JG 10.6.14
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The problem here is in your head you don’t know what you want. You are thinking ‘I want this’ but you are also thinking ‘urgh, did I make a mistake? Did I run and jump off a cliff into the sea? The jump from the cliff into the sea felt good. I wanted that, but now I am in the sea, I cannot get back up hill. Did I want that, did I not want that, should I not have done that?’ That is problem for that gives the ‘urgh’ (negative feeling) and then that slows the momentum for the healing work. You must always have a knowing in your head, ‘I want this, not in the future, no, now. It’s here now. I am here, I am this. I want you to write on the contraption (computer); I want you to think in your head what is best for the healing and the working with the dying. Why I want it, when I want it, how it feels in me when I am doing all of this that I wanted when I ran and jumped off the cliff, my dream,yes, when I am doing my dream. How I am feeling when I am doing all these things. I want you to make a big, big list of all of this and you look many times at the list and you put new things on the list each time you look. You put bigger things and the list is growing. Now, this is important, as your list is growing, so your momentum for this is growing and the feeling of lying in the sea looking up at the hill, it’s not there. The feeling of the jump and the flying into water, that is there. The feeling, the momentum of the dream, you need to get it back. It’s gone, it’s too small now.
That is why you are not happy, that the things might not happen as you are wanting. There is doubt in your head that you made a mistake. It was not a mistake, no, the problem is that when you decide on the dream it feels good, the run at the cliff top feels good, the first float in the water feels good, but now what? That is the problem, you need a long list, growing each moment that you look on the list, put more new things on the list. Then what happens is that the momentum in your head has big thought-forms, strong thought-forms of what is wanted in the dream and the things of the dream they stick to your head. They are in your day. At present, you don’t have any momentum strong enough for any to stick.
I feel as if my intelligence and my mental focus is not as it used to be. How can I improve? JG 10.6.14
Your wanting is not what your wanting was. Your momentum is different from your momentum in earlier times. The head is still working, you can still have doings of the head when the momentum is there for those doings. Your dream is not the same as your dream before. The wanting is not the same. But also, another problem is that the monkey in your head is worrying. The monkey always worries ‘I cannot make the dream happen, it won’t happen’. Always that gives the head much time for the monkey and very little time for the dream. The stressing of monkey makes the part of the head that does the thinking have less momentum than the monkey has in the head. This is normal, that is how the physical body survives for the monkey has the bigger part survival part in the head. This will always have to be so. So how do you not have the problem? You have more momentum for the dream. Then as one thing, comes to your experience that is wanted for the dream, the monkey goes ‘Oh, ah, the dream it’s starting, it’s happening’, then there is less stress. Then the next thing for the dream soon manifests and the monkey again is less stressed. It’s not fast, it will take time to happen, but the monkey will be happy then, thinking ‘no problem, the dream is happening, I’m happy’, then the monkey sleeps. Then you can have the momentum away from monkey into the part of the head that is for the thinking, then it can be easy. Then the doings can be easy again. The monkey is the problem for that, but the monkey will not sleep if it’s not happy. It needs to know that it has not made a mistake, but has done what was wanted.
When I was driving here I had a déjà ju moment; what is happening when we experience this? SC 7.10.15
Ah, this I have like of. Now I explain, the future you say, it has not happened when you have the experience of the déjà vu. It’s not already happened, but your Inner Being wants you to notice a thing, so it’s easy for him, he influences your head for you to see the thing and you think “I know of this, this is a memory of mine”. It’s not. It wears the coat of a memory. It’s not a memory. It is happening now, but it has the feel in your head like it is already a memory. Your Inner Being knows this: “Ah, she has noticed this, ha, for she thinks it’s a memory and it’s happening now.” He is able to do this to make you notice. This is always the déjà vu.
When it’s happened to me, it doesn’t seem like anything significant is occurring. Is there any way for us to notice what the Inner Being wants us to understand about it?
It’s not always the thing. It’s often the vibration of how you feel about the thing. He is able to conjure up the vibration from the experience of the thing. The thing might not be important, only the vibration he wants you to know.
It’s the vibration that’s important?
This is so, like dreaming. You wake up and have a memory of part of the dream. There is no big need (to remember) the doings of the dream, but the emotion, the vibration of the feeling of the dream, this is what your Inner Being wants to communicate to you.
During sleep, most of the energy of the person is reabsorbed into the Inner Being. The Inner Being spends it on other things it wants to do, maybe to give energy to others of its Wooden Dolls that are awake when you are asleep. Also some energy is spent where the Inner Being wants doing, or learning, or playing with something new. It may want a piece of its energy to go into a pool to do something. I [the Inner Being of Robert] joined a pool for communicating. I wanted to try it. I tried connecting with many different Wooden Dolls for speaking in trance. Like the story of the foot in the slipper (Cinderella). None of them fit, then many beings were trying to match with the energy of Saesneggar and none fit. Then Robert tried Saesneggar’s energy and it fit. That is how the energy is never not moving, it is always used by Inner Being. Hundreds of years ago, the energy of your Inner Being was made from a thought form. That energy flows in you now, the same energy always. In many hundreds of years to come, your energy made from your thought forms in this moment will flow into another wooden doll. It is the balance of all thought forms together in the moment that make the difference to how that local environment (eg Earth) expands.
Sometimes images come into my mind when I’m waking up (AS 8.7.14)
There is always coming and going of energy from the Inner Being. The Inner Being has choosing to spend its energy like humans spend money. (During) waking, beasts and Wooden Dolls need much money [ie energy from the Inner Being]. The sleeping needs small money, it comes back into the bank or pocket of the Inner Being. You have some knowings when you wake of doings and think ‘that memory it’s not me, who is this person?.’ Some are memories of the ones where your energy has been flowing [into other Wooden Dolls from the same Inner Being who are alive at the same time in other parts of the world]. You only become aware of them in the moment where the energy is moving back from another Wooden Doll to you. Inner Beings do not sleep, they do not have a physical apparatus which needs sleep. They are not physical, there is a slow vibration with mass and matter, Inner Beings do not have that (physical matter).
Dreaming: Where do dreams come from? (WMG 24.6.14)
When you are sleeping the fast energy is reabsorbed into the Inner Being. It is used in other Wooden Dolls (of your Inner Being). Sometimes dreams are not dreams, but a glimpse of what has been going on with other Wooden Dolls of your Inner Being. Most does not come into the Wooden Doll, it stays in the Inner Being, but for some Wooden Dolls that have fast energy from a big pipe, they have some awareness of the other uses of their energy while they are sleeping.
Can the monkey give pictures in dreaming? Where does the dreaming come from? How much of it is messages from the Inner Being? (CC 29.7.14)
Ah, the monkey is not able when dreaming. When (the Wooden Doll is) sleeping, the monkey is sleeping, this why it is important for healing, for the Inner Being is able to flow, there is no monkey problem.
So are dreams always important?
The emotion of the dreaming, that’s what is important. The Inner Being can choose how to show the dreaming. The only purpose of the showing is to make the Wooden Doll feel an emotion. Emotion always important, doings are not important.
Dreaming/Insomnia: Why does the monkey go happily asleep at night but then we wake up and our minds start racing? (SC 29.7.14)
This is where the energy from Inner Being is flowing. When sleeping, the energy to you from the Inner Being is small, just (enough) to sustain the apparatus, no doings in the head. The energy flows only for the Inner Being – he uses the energy in pools and sometimes for other Wooden Dolls. The Inner Being also wants your Wooden Doll to have the thinking properly for helping (to manifest what is wanted in their lives). There are things that the Inner Being wants the Wooden Doll have proper thinking about to finish it (the image of what is wanted), then the thought form will be created. When it’s not happening, the Inner Being is most able to send the wanting to the Wooden Doll when sleeping. Now the wanting has more energy, now the Inner Being sends that wanting and the apparatus of the Wooden Doll has knowings of the wanting. Then monkey says ‘what’s this, where is it coming from? I have fear of it’. Then the monkey squawks and the apparatus (body) wakes up. Cannot have sleeping for the monkey is dancing and squawking because of knowings (thoughts) in the head that are not from him. He doesn’t like it. But it’s important because it’s about knowings that are not finished, what the Inner Being wants to be finished. The emotion is important, not the picture. The Inner Being will have sent pictures to your head in sleep, dreams. The dream is not important, your Inner Being uses dreams to manifest the emotion that is important, not the dream. The dream is for constructing the emotion. The emotion will be recognised by the monkey. He will think ‘what is this emotion for, what do I need to think about?’ The monkey part of your head will know that. That is how your Inner Being has a conversation with your monkey. Cannot have this when you are awake. The Inner Being cannot talk to the monkey.
Insomnia: I don’t sleep very well at all and I get quite vivid dreams, some not very nice about death and dying. (LFG 9.6.14)
Two things to explain. The first reason is the when you are sleeping, the energy from the Inner Being is small, just enough to sustain the apparatus while sleeping. Most of your energy is reabsorbed into the Inner Being, like when you transition, it’s no different to sleeping. The energy is in the Inner Being. Well what does it do when in the Inner Being? It does not do nothing, your Inner Being is busy. It does not sit on a cloud playing a harp, it’s busy, doing many hundreds of things. It sustains other Wooden Dolls that are not sleeping – different parts of your environment sleep in different moments [time zones]. Now your energy is mostly in other Wooden Dolls when you are sleeping. Now some of the experiences processed by your Inner Being with your energy they can leave residual knowings when you wake, not much, little pieces of the knowings that were in your sleeping when your energy was flowing in them. You can have some knowing, your Inner Being allows it. It can stop it if you want that.
That reason is easy, your Inner Being can stop that, but the other reason why are you only have a small amount of sleep, then wake up, then try to sleep more, that is not your Inner Being. That is the Wooden Doll part of you in your moments of waking. There are many things that you are feeling not very comfortable about. There many things that you don’t feel in control of. I have a picture for this: a cork floats on the water, but not on your water. Your water is still, at peace, but your cork is on another Wooden Doll’s water and that water is not still. You want your cork to be still but it is every place and you have no knowing where it will go next. You don’t feel comfortable. Now that happens much in the day and the apparatus it have the chemical in the head (to bring about) sleep and this means that the apparatus sleeps but soon the chemical is not so big and the apparatus wakes and as soon as the waking happens, the thought forms of things feared from your day come into your head, no, not wanted.
What the Inner Being is wanting for you as a Wooden Doll is that on waking you think about what are the things I like and not the things I don’t like, and it is important when you are going to bed not to have thinking of what was not wanted in the day. I am asking you now, 5 things you must have thinking of in your day that you want. They do not have to be important, they might be funny like where you laugh about something that made you laugh during the day. Maybe you’re not proud of laughing, maybe the old woman fall and you laugh. It doesn’t matter, you laugh, that matters. Thinking now 5 happy things that are going well that I want in my day, think of those. It’s hard in the beginning to think of 5, for most (of the thoughts about the day) are not happy. When you have many days of thinking, making yourself think of the 5 (happy things), then it is easy to find the 5 and afterwards it’s hard to find only 5! You will want 10, then want more than 10. For happy. The energy gradually will change to faster, more ‘aaah’ not ‘urgh’ energy. It takes many of your days for it to change. But it’s important for your Inner Being.
Robert Hughes Channelling 